In the past, I've had a lot of struggles and trials. I felt alone and that no one understood me. I have learned over the years that no matter where I am, Heavenly Father is with me. When I was younger, I had dreams of going on a mission. I loved the gospel and felt it was right for me. When I got to the age of when I could be sent out, I had a long talk with my bishop. He told me that I would never be approved for a mission because of medical reasons. I was heartbroken. Why did it feel so right if it wasn't supposed to happen?
I recently had a medical emergency that sent me to the hospital. I am endowed so I wear the temple garments. I was having some tests done and my roommate ended up seeing part of the garment.(It was a complete accident.) She had a lot of questions. "Why do you wear them? What do they mean to you?" sort of questions. She had never met anyone of my faith before. I was able to share the gospel with her and bare my testimony to her. She told me that she thought the gospel was beautiful, like she's never heard of something that could bring her that much peace. She told me that when she got out of the hospital, she would love to come to church with me.
Even though I can't be a proper missionary, I know The Lord saw the desires of my heart. He saw that I wanted to bring others to Him, so He gave me a perfect opportunity to spread the gospel. The Lord knows our wants and our needs. He cares for and loves us deeply. He would give anything for us to be truly happy. I love Him more than I can express. I would be so lost without Him.
Emily
Macungie, Pennsylvania